No Clangs here, but there truly so much nsfw and that's your warning

[housewolf]

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[housewolf]

But you gave me such a nice show.

[ Honestly, he's just teasing a little. ]

[notaccurate]

A private show- one that I could gladly repeat any day, just so you know- is different. Performing for an audience of one doesn't set off my anxiety like crowds do.

[housewolf]

That's fair. The stage definitely isn't for everyone.

[notaccurate]

It's more for you, I think.

I do need to do some more soul-searching, though. Some people here are rather insistent that I "find actual happiness" even though I tell them my life is fine. If everyone keeps saying it, then there might be some truth to it.

[Mineo is. Particularly loud about that one.]

[housewolf]

"Actual happiness?" What brought that up?

[notaccurate]

Seeing my memories, mostly. Everyone has been seeing unfortunate ones.

[housewolf]

Hm... You know, I haven't seen any of yours.

[notaccurate]

...you know, I don't think you did. I wonder if having the camera in the way prevented it.

[housewolf]

Ah... I'm a little jealous. We spend all this time together.

[notaccurate]

We do, but I feel like I should protect you from my past. It's not exactly anything positive.

[He has a soft look as he's saying that, because he does genuinely like Omi and doesn't want to be a burden on him.]

[housewolf]

[He'll put a gentle hand on Luca's shoulder.]

That's sweet, but you don't need to protect me.

[Did he come across as fragile?]

[notaccurate]

I know, it's silly. You're always taking care of me. But I do feel guilty, giving so many of my burdens over to you.

[He's leaning towards Omi though. He's considering sharing, at least?]

[housewolf]

It's not a burden for me to help my friends.

[notaccurate]

Mmm. Thank you.

[He considers how to best prep Omi for what's to come.]

I should warn you, I'm not proud of some of the things I've done. You might end up seeing something that makes you think less of me.

[housewolf]

I think everybody has things they're ashamed of.

[He knows the worst things he's ever done, and the regrets of some of his peers.]

It'll be okay.

[notaccurate]

[Well. How can he not trust that?

So Luca looks up, letting himself trust someone else for once, and Omi gets an interesting memory. (from there to page 37)]

[housewolf]

[Really, this doesn't seem that terrible?]

I didn't know you were also from a place with magic. Was that a university?

[notaccurate]

[Omi gets one that seems less terrible without context, no fighting memories here!]

Ah, yes. It's a university for the science I was using there.

[Science, not magic.]

Though you can also study branches like physics and such there too, I suppose. But it's primarily for sfeer theory.

[housewolf]

Huh. Alright.

[Really, what's the difference? Doesn't some magic need to be studied too? Well, it really depends on the type of magic system that people are working with.]

What is sfeer theory?

[notaccurate]

It's what you saw there. You use your willpower to start off physical and chemical reactions to change the area around you.

[housewolf]

That was how you made the wind start up indoors.

That's pretty cool.

[notaccurate]

It is, isn't it?

[Spoken like a man who's talking about his life's passion.]

[housewolf]

You really love it.

[He can respect that.]

[notaccurate]

I do, yes.

My life has been one of obligation after obligation. Who to dress up for, who to be nice to, do this, do that, don't step out of line. I've never had the chance to choose much for myself.

But sfeer theory, that's my thing. That's my own interest, nobody else told me to study it. That's part of why it's so important to me: it's not an obligation.

[housewolf]

[He goes quiet as Luca talks- he doesn't move his hand from Luca's shoulder either.

Something that's all his own without anybody else's input or nudging?

What on earth is that like?

Omi's expression stays soft and gentle, because he is interested. How did Luca end up loving it so much?]

How did you learn about it in the beginning?