Two Completely Differet Conversations

[housewolf]

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[holeful]

[The door is not fully closed, which is good because Fukuda is not moving from where he's splayed on the floor, staring up at the ceiling morosely. He tilts his head back slightly to see who it is.]

Omi.
[Just. Passively observing.]

[housewolf]

[Okay, he is just going to sit on the floor next to him, and pat his shoulder.]

[holeful]

[Now that Grell's not here, he can say this;]

I saw him in her memories, Omi. He doesn't like her. He doesn't even respect her enough to address her properly as a woman.

[housewolf]

Then why is she so into him?

[holeful]

I don't know. But I'm deciding not to care.

[He clearly does care a lot though which is why he's lying on the floor being sad.]

[housewolf]

How is that going for you?

[With the lying on the floor, when there's a perfectly fine bed right there?]

[holeful]

... I'm sad.

[Yeah.]

[housewolf]

[He's going to switch to patting Fukuda's head.]

That's fair.

[holeful]

[The head patting reminds him of Gojou which helps but then also makes him more sad a little bit because he's not here and Omi is probably sad about that too.]

Yesterday, Douman told me I should be grateful for the things I have. But really it was [Ah, he can't say it.]

I'm... I'm not sure if I ever really had anything in the first place.

[housewolf]

[Omi would desperately prefer it if Gojou was not dead. Thank you. Even if he misses him, it's best if he stays alive.]

It was...?

You have me as a friend.

[holeful]

[He's quiet for a long moment.]

I suppose.
[He doesn't??? Sound very convinced??]

[housewolf]

[...???]

You don't believe me, huh?

[holeful]

... I guess I've just been thinking.

[housewolf]

There's not much else to do here.

[holeful]

He said too that I shouldn't compare my situation to miss Misa's, but...

[He... Can't help it!!!! It's hard to avoid thinking about things when there's nothing to do!]

[housewolf]

Let's do something to get your mind off of it... we have the laptops and drinking.

[holeful]

.... Omi. Are we friends or do you just feel bad for me?

[housewolf]

We're friends. I care about you.

[holeful]

Before the vote went in, did you think I'd killed Steven?

[housewolf]

I didn't.

[holeful]

So why didn't you say anything?

[housewolf]

I was trying to deal with your memories.

I'm sorry I didn't say anything then.

[holeful]

[He sighs.]

... It's probably just as well.

Sorry.

[housewolf]

... Why are you the one apologizing?

[holeful]

For doubting you, I guess?