Two Completely Differet Conversations

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[housewolf]

[He's going to switch to patting Fukuda's head.]

That's fair.

[holeful]

[The head patting reminds him of Gojou which helps but then also makes him more sad a little bit because he's not here and Omi is probably sad about that too.]

Yesterday, Douman told me I should be grateful for the things I have. But really it was [Ah, he can't say it.]

I'm... I'm not sure if I ever really had anything in the first place.

[housewolf]

[Omi would desperately prefer it if Gojou was not dead. Thank you. Even if he misses him, it's best if he stays alive.]

It was...?

You have me as a friend.

[holeful]

[He's quiet for a long moment.]

I suppose.
[He doesn't??? Sound very convinced??]

[housewolf]

[...???]

You don't believe me, huh?

[holeful]

... I guess I've just been thinking.

[housewolf]

There's not much else to do here.

[holeful]

He said too that I shouldn't compare my situation to miss Misa's, but...

[He... Can't help it!!!! It's hard to avoid thinking about things when there's nothing to do!]

[housewolf]

Let's do something to get your mind off of it... we have the laptops and drinking.

[holeful]

.... Omi. Are we friends or do you just feel bad for me?

[housewolf]

We're friends. I care about you.

[holeful]

Before the vote went in, did you think I'd killed Steven?

[housewolf]

I didn't.

[holeful]

So why didn't you say anything?

[housewolf]

I was trying to deal with your memories.

I'm sorry I didn't say anything then.

[holeful]

[He sighs.]

... It's probably just as well.

Sorry.

[housewolf]

... Why are you the one apologizing?

[holeful]

For doubting you, I guess?

[housewolf]

Apology accepted.

[holeful]

[He laughs softly.]

Sometimes I wonder what I'd have to do to make you lose your patience with me, Omi.

[housewolf]

[A gentle little laugh.]

I have a lot of it these days.

[holeful]

[He tentatively reaches for Omi's hand.]

I can't tell if I'm upset because I realized what I really meant to Grell or because I'm still worried about her anyway.

[housewolf]

[He will let Fukuda have it.]

It could be both, you know? Emotions are complicated that way.

[holeful]

[Omi's hand: Is held.]

... Maybe I should just be fine with it. Maybe this is good enough for me.

[Maybe it's just hit lot in life to be a temporary replacement and a cuck.]

[housewolf]

Are you fine with it?

[Because this sad on the floor display suggests otherwise.]