holeful: (I was on the phone with Blockbuster)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[He sighs.]

... It's probably just as well.

Sorry.
holeful: (and I'd probably apologize to you.)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
For doubting you, I guess?
holeful: (Now I get to say "my wife")

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[He laughs softly.]

Sometimes I wonder what I'd have to do to make you lose your patience with me, Omi.
holeful: (eating saltines for 28 years)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[He tentatively reaches for Omi's hand.]

I can't tell if I'm upset because I realized what I really meant to Grell or because I'm still worried about her anyway.
holeful: (women will see me as a threat.)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Omi's hand: Is held.]

... Maybe I should just be fine with it. Maybe this is good enough for me.

[Maybe it's just hit lot in life to be a temporary replacement and a cuck.]
holeful: (College was like a 4 year gameshow)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[SIGHS]

I just think it would be nice if i felt like she cared about me as much as I do about her. But...

[Again. Maybe he's asking too much.]
holeful: (realizing that it was the increase)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[He is at the end of the day a serial killer with poor social skills and a hole in his head, so he feels like he really isn't in a place to be that discriminating but he has to be kind words to himself, so. Can't say that.]

So does she.
[Without him there's nothing standing in her way from trying to pursue Sebastian here.]
holeful: (College was like a 4 year gameshow)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I just... is there something I can do to protect her from that man? If there is I... I want to.

[Maybe Fukugrell has a chance?]

But... what she said... it hurt.
holeful: (Later; I was given some mescaline)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I mean, I don't think I'd have to fight him? Since it's not like he actually... returns her affections, I don't think.



I mean I hope not since I don't either.
holeful: (John Mulaney) (Default)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess just... do you think it's a mistake to try? I know people said I should get higher standards but that was before they knew I'd killed people.
holeful: (I quit drinking because I used to drink)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-03-14 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
... Mm. [That's fair.]

Then I think I would like to go drink a little.