Mm.... It would be better if you didn't have to have done that. For his sake but also yours. Even if I want Omi to be flawed, to be damaged... that's only my own selfish desires.
Sure, but I meant more the broader circumstances than the specific methods. When I drilled the hole in my head, it was because of the numbers, but also because there wasn't anyone who would have missed me.
Aah. I've had a lot of fun... even though I kept getting jealous of everyone... Maybe that's why this happened. I got too attached to things that weren't even mine.
Because at the same time, I want Omi to stay here as long as possible, to remember me. To not get his wish at all.
[Fukuda's face is a little wet, he'll find, when he lifts the man's face up... Don't examine this at all. He will absolutely lean into a between the bars kiss, like 90% because it's Omi and 10% because this is a totally cool like-in-movies thing to do.]
He lingers longer than he really thinks he should, but he wants to remember it well for as long as he has left. But finally he does pull back. And tries to smile.]
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I want to change the past, enough so Nachi doesn't die.
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That's a good wish. That moment I saw earlier... He seems like a person who deserves to live.
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[Omi is a person who's present is entirely mired in his past. And this one specific person.]
Nachi... was the person I got revenge for.
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I hope you get to rest.
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[Sighs, contentedly.]
Maybe this was meant to happen, all in threes.
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Our third week here too.
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I'll miss you.
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[Squeezing his hand tighter, his head tilting down as a slight quiver slips into his voice.]
Once you get your wish, you and I will have never met.
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[He loves Mankai, he loves Autumn.
He doesn't love anyone as much as he loves Nachi.]
But that's only if it happens, you know? It's... It's important to cherish the time that we have right now.
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Because at the same time, I want Omi to stay here as long as possible, to remember me. To not get his wish at all.
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... I won't hold it against you.
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Omi doesn't say a word about the wetness.
It's a nicer, sweeter kiss than they usually share. There is no promise of more, this time.]
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He lingers longer than he really thinks he should, but he wants to remember it well for as long as he has left. But finally he does pull back. And tries to smile.]
Goodnight, Omi. Thank you for being my friend.
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Good night, Fukuda.
I'm glad we met.
[And he leaves for the night.]